oki i am seriously bored…. thursday i went gym again n sadly i dun seems to get thinner.. nvm i guess its still too early to tell… yea?? haha… then went to a funeral… like i did some major gossiping with 2 of my cuzins… haha… my family is good at that… n guess hu was the source of the gossip?? haha… sm1 i hate??? i dunno… my mom asked mi if i wld ever tok to her again n my immediate ans was NO… i mean her own sista doesnt claim her to be her sista, y shld i?? i guess those hu noe hu i m tokin abt noe all abt the gossips… dun wanna mention her name o she might report mi to police again???
starting to gym…
todae is my first attempt to start to gym… i went to gym todae… yay… its a start…haha…. i m jealous of everyone who is thinner den mi…. depressed… it climbed 30 floors in the steps machine… i feel so ached… haha… like the feeling… haha… MY PLAN IS TO GYM ON TUESDAE AND THURSDAE and run on Monday, Wednesday and Fridae…. i m so going to get thin….. CAMERON DIAZ has become my idol to get thin… oh my i love her hands…. but too bad i not tall like her… boo…
i m seriously bored
today is teacher’s dae…!! happy Teacher’s dae… do lecturers count… i m like dead bored… seriously couldnt slp last night…. recently started watchin ippadiku rose online cos i dun haf sun tv o vijay tv ryte… it is very touchin u noe… especially those episodes of the domestic abuse where that indian girl got pushed out of a car by her mother-in-law in America… nw the girl cant even walk… hw assed-up can people be… i m so sick man… all dis because they nv give proper dowry… bullshit ppl la…. there other impactful episode was the one where they tok abt indian transsexuals… they seemed very pitiful expecially the writer… they not being accepted by their parents and stuff… people it is not a psychological problem or anything,it is a birth defect… then the boy who committed suicide because he couldnt understand english in madras…. nw in madras indians have started to discriminate people hu speak tamil.. haha.. imagine in singapore???
gossip girl season starts todae…. dun miss it…
fren conflict…
i tink two people are not tokin properly because of mi… that is like very upseting…. aiyo… i feel so useless tat i cant help them get back together…. help mi!!!
disgusting actuallly…
i have to like clean room big time…. like everytin have been lying ard like nobody business…. paint, paint brushes, books(i dunno y), drawing blocks, drawing matherials,clothes… oh my god… i tink it might started to stink… wat u think…. haha…. my mom start smtin might have die in there… oh my i m scared… like call my dad for help if there is smtin in there….. bored… lazy… my holidae juz started, not officially though… but i want to rest… at least DID is not like any other course ryte… i dun have exams… yay…. i have like two weeks to do my model… den i m done.. haha… easy to say ryte… only we the design students noe the hard work… drilling n creating… oh my… haha… others juz takes exams… studying that is easy… damn… i m jealous… oh NO WAY… i love my course although i have some problems with it la… personal… haha… my go finish my journals oso… sad case…. i also planning to gym… seriously work out dis holidae… i m starting to feel fat… maybe my sista is getting to me… i dunno…. i destroyed…. ya nw i m like downloading songs into my mp3 so that i can blast wen i m cleaning my room… permenant back damage… haha… hate it….
love… live… dream…
my holidaez have officially not started yet…. but i m official free… i m sick of blogger… so i start myspace for a while… i m bored… i dunno what to do… my parents went to Genting Highlands and today was my critic… oh my…. i was so nervous…. but i dun tink it is as bad as i tot it would b… they were nice… i juz bullshited my way thru… i love my model haha… my pictures sucked btw… okie nw time to relax… i juz have to hope that things dun go wrong… vicksboi was toking to mi juz nw… he was trying to win shivani’s friendship…. loves…. friendship… good frenship is realli hard to get… i really love… nw hate all that nw wordpress… c hw it goes
miss razeena… booo….
i m like super bored… stay at hm do nthin… my mum told mi that kelly said that i had no interest in my course… damn pissed…. so i have to prove this…. yeah… my i m going to complete my journals, both intech n theory of design, and do my dossier or smtin.. haha…. i have so cut out some newspaper long time ago… gotta get some A3 paper and display it nicely. yeah… yea i did clean myy room ytd… luckly nthin died in there… i still have some organising to do… wen i go online… i seem to b advicing vicksboi… haha… he doesnt wan to lose a good fren… howeva he claims tat he ex gangter den olevel wont do properly all… den i personally tink he has to prove himself… i m doin tat now… now i have to prove everyone tat i can be smbody… those ppl hu crap n shit abt mi, i will prove u wrong… haha.. oh my i m really changing.. i guess i m juz growing up… being alone has helped mi think…. vicksboi go prove uelf k, at least listen to dis fren, like a older sista k…. haha.. i can imagine la… wen i was 16, oh i really miss those times… i will without doubt change time. haha.. i love razeena, nathira and even shamini… razeena burfdae i coming and i m totally broke big time… smmore uma akka burfdae oso the same dae… dunno i m like totally broke… muz ask my mummy… but she hates razeena… aiyo aiyo… sad la… i juz miss everyone hu was, and still is far away, ard mi…
